Tuesday, March 22, 2011

What if?!

  • What if you wake up one day and realize what you thought you want is not what you want anymore?
  • What if you wake up one day and realize what you thought you don't want is what you want nowadays?
  • What if you find yourself full of contradictions that you hate and love at the same time?
  • What if people envy you while you don't find anything in you worth envy?
  • What if you need to break down but everybody does not see that you have the right to?
  • What if you are tired of being strong and envy people who are weak?
  • What if you envy mindless people?
  • What if you feel paralyzed and can't take a step forward or even backward?
  • What if you don't even want to try?
  • What if you don't want to commit to anything even to yourself?
  • What if people's believes and hopes in you are becoming a burden?
  • What if people's hope in you is your last hope?
  • What if you find everything in your life tasteless?
  • What if the fighter in you doesn't want to survive anymore battles?
  • What if your power, mind, energy, and spirit are fading away?
  • What if you find yourself responsible before others but you can't be responsible before yourself?
  • What if you find yourself speechless not because you don't want to speak but because you don't know what to say?
  • What if you are expected to understand others and support them while you can't understand or support yourself?
  • What if you find yourself unable to even talk to Allah?
You might call me a bad person but even this I don't know. Am I bad or not?
I don't want any comments please; even this I don't want